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DREAM GUARDIAN
By
Joy Nash
(c) copyright July 2003 Joy Nash
Cover art (c) copyright July 2003 Eliza Black
New Concepts Publishing
4729 Humphreys Rd.
Lake Park, GA 31636
www.newconceptspublishing.com
Chapter One
The music sounded like something from outer space.
Julia Maria Borelli crammed her head under the pillow, but the howling barely dimmed. Root canal would have been less painful.
Jewel lifted one corner of the pillowcase and peered at the clock. Great. Just great. Six A.M., and the tenant in the upstairs apartment was blasting Yoko Ono loud enough to produce permanent hearing damage.
If there were a place for Jewel in hell, it would sound like this.
Yoko's voice careened up an octave, heedless of innocent bystanders. Jewel sucked in a breath. She hadn't seen her new neighbor, but a rusty U-haul had been blocking the alley when she'd left for work last night. Just her luck, she now shared her South Philly rowhouse with a tone-deaf jerk.
She rolled out of bed and staggered into her miniature kitchen. If anything, the screeching was louder there, and the high-pitched accompaniment did nothing to improve Jewel's mood. She grabbed a broom, climbed on top of the breakfast bar and pounded on the ceiling with the blunt end.
The effort was futile, given the volume of the so-called music, but it felt good. She slammed the broom into the ceiling again. This time it stuck.
Oh, shit. She tugged it out, releasing a shower of plaster. Apparently, the one-hundred-year-old ceiling was no match for an angry woman wielding janitorial equipment. Now she'd end up paying for repairs.
Out of her travel fund.
A blinding surge of anger propelled her into the hallway and up the stairs. She pummeled the door to the cretin's apartment.
It opened while her fist was in mid-swing. Unable to stop her forward motion, she fell over the threshold, into something--no, make that somebody--hard.
A strong hand grasped her arm and held her steady. Jewel regained her balance and looked up, into the darkest eyes she'd ever seen.
They were so black that she couldn't tell where the pupil and iris met. They were the sky in the hour before dawn: clear, brilliant, and lit with the sparkle of a thousand stars. Black diamonds set in a face of harsh angles.
High cheekbones and a long, patrician nose. A jutting chin touched with about three days' worth of stubble. Long, dark hair falling over a proud forehead and brushing ever-so-slightly against a firm jaw. Her gaze traveled lower.
Jewel caught her breath. Despite the fact that last night's frost had put a damper on spring, her new neighbor wasn't wearing much at all.
And he was ripped. The man must have been working out forever. His incredible pecs and washboard abs were dusted with the most interesting sprinkle of black, curly hair, which disappeared into the low-slung waistband of his Sponge Bob boxers. Jewel swallowed hard and tried not to stare at the bulge rounding out Mr. Squarepants.
My God. Andrea Bocelli and Fabio rolled into one incredible, heart-stopping package.
That would be one heart-stopping package with hideous taste in music, she reminded herself.
Yes? His voice was deep and husky, a welcome contrast to Yoko's latest attack on C flat.
Jewel peeked around the hottie's massive shoulders. His apartment was even smaller than hers. His head came dangerously close to the ceiling, giving Jewel the impression of a giant crammed into a playhouse. She'd interrupted his cooking--the heady aromas of coffee and bacon wafted from the doll-sized stove.
She stabbed a finger at the source of her audio agony--a half-built computer wired to a portable CD player. Do you think you could turn that thing down?
Sorry. Mr. Hunk strode to the offending instrument and bent over. While he adjusted a knob, Jewel ogled his tight butt and long, hard thighs.
Blessed silence filled the air. Thank heaven. Now was the time to lay down the law about blasting alternative music.
I'm Jewel. From downstairs. Mentally, she winced. Not an auspicious start for a dressing-down.
He stood up and turned around. Hello, Jewel.
She detected a hint of an accent. Dare she hope it was Italian?
Long seconds ticked by while she stared at her neighbor's pecs. Maybe he wasn't a total wash. She could try introducing him to classical music.
He cleared his throat.
She looked up into his sinful eyes.
Then he smiled.
Wow.
A few stuttering heartbeats passed before Jewel gathered her wits. And you are....
I am Darius.
Darius, she said. His name swept over her tongue like chocolate mocha cappuccino, and for once in her life, Jewel couldn't think of what to say next. God, she was an idiot. What was wrong with her? She didn't normally fall apart over great ass and a smile like a Greek god. At least, she didn't think she did.
Please, call me Dar. Would you like to come in? I am preparing breakfast, and your company would be most welcome.
Definitely an Old World accent. Okay. She trailed him into the kitchenette, ignoring the open sofa bed as she picked her way past an assortment of half-unpacked moving boxes.
He shoved a pile of computer guts off a chair. She sat down at the breakfast bar and eyed a stack of programming magazines, the only neat element in the chaos he called home. Who'd have thought? It looked like her new-found Apollo was a geek.
He rummaged through one of the boxes on the floor by the refrigerator and took out two chipped ceramic mugs. Coffee?
Sure.
He moved to the stove, where a real coffee pot, battered but serviceable, was perking merrily. She could see the brown liquid bubbling in the little glass doohickey on top. Dar poured two cups of steaming java. Jewel wrapped her hands around her mug and sniffed appreciatively.
Dar transferred several slices of crisp bacon onto a plate lined with paper towels, then cracked half a dozen eggs into a bowl. Within moments, it seemed, he presented Jewel with a cheese omelet so light it barely touched the plate.
He sat his buns of steel down in the chair opposite hers and took a swig from his mug, then bent his head to his meal. Jewel took a bite of omelet and tried to remember when a man had last cooked for her.
Nothing came to mind, unless she counted the time her older brother, Joey, had boiled the spaghetti water, but even then, she'd had to open the jar of sauce.
She took another bite, then realized that Dar had already finished and was staring at her breasts. Admittedly, she didn't have much up top, but
.
Jewel caught her breath, suddenly aware of her attire--the soft, snug t-shirt and silky boxers she slept in. The outfit didn't leave much to the imagination.
A weird flash of hunger ripped through her. Not her own--the emotion was Dar's, though how she knew that, she couldn't say. She gripped her cup and gulped a mouthful of java.
She waved her fork at her plate, trying to distract him. This is great. Thanks.
He caught her gaze. Any time.
He might have been talking about breakfast, but somehow Jewel doubted it. She cleared her throat, which had suddenly gone dry. Maybe if she just pretended she was fully clothed, he'd get the hint. So, where'd you move from?
New Jersey. Just across the river.
Did you live there long?
No.
Where'd you come from originally?
He hesitated, then replied, I'm an alien.
Illegal, I bet. Anything that looked as good as Dar did had to be illegal.
You could say that.
Where were you born?
Tar'ana.
Is that in Italy? She held her breath.
No.
Then where is it?
His expression darkened. Jewel ran over the question in her mind. It was harmless enough. So why did Dar suddenly look like he was going to explode?
My home is a planet in the Tarnassa System, he said tightly. Fifteen light years from Earth.
Jewel hid a spurt of annoyance. Typical geek humor, badly in need of an overhaul. Of course, he couldn't know she was the very last woman he should be baiting with alien jokes. Joey and his best friend Ronnie had seen to that, back in tenth grade when she'd still been naïve enough to believe the X-files were real cases from the FBI. The incident known as Spacey Jewel's Alien Abduction was a permanent part of Borelli family lore.
Okay, Mr. Alien, she said, trying her best to look amused. I'll bite. Why'd you come to Earth? Research? Invasion? Or are you just slumming it on the wrong side of the Milky Way?
Dar's serious expression didn't flicker. None of those things. I am a fugitive.
From justice?
No. He nearly spat out the word. Not from justice.
A slap of raw anger hit Jewel so hard she nearly fell off the chair. As before, instinct told her the emotion came from Dar, even though she felt it in her own gut.
What the hell was going on?
She closed her eyes and counted to ten. The anger receded. Then she opened her eyes. Dar was staring at her as if she'd suddenly sprouted two heads.
What? she said.
He shook his head, as if trying to clear his brain. Jewel, do you sing? He held himself very still, waiting for her answer.
How did you know that? she said, stunned. Then she remembered. Oh. You must have heard me running scales yesterday. Yes, I sing--opera. She watched for his reaction through half-closed eyelids. No one ever expected a young, skinny diva.
Opera. Dar's eyes turned thoughtful for a moment as he searched some internal database. A startled expression flitted across his face.
You are a singer of stories, he whispered, and Jewel felt his surge of elation. She gripped the edge of the table. This was too weird.
It suits you, he said.
She looked at him in surprise. No one's ever told me that before. Usually they think I'm nuts. My father does.
Why?
She jabbed her fork into the last of her eggs. I don't know, maybe because he thinks I'm a flake and I need a husband and six kids to keep me busy? Oh, and then he's of the opinion that hell will freeze over before someone pays me to stand on a stage. Those miserable words still echoed in Jewel's head. When I left home, he told me I'd be back in a week. But you know what?
Dar raised his eyebrows.
That was two years ago. I came to the city on my own and won a scholarship at the Academy of Vocal Arts. Plus, at night I'm a singing waitress at Victor's.
He shot her a baffled look. Who is Victor?
Victor's isn't a person, it's a restaurant. The Victor Café. The wait staff sing arias between courses. The tips are fantas--
A low, vibrant hum interrupted her words. Dar was on the computer-slash-CD player in a flash, bending low, turning dials and tapping on a small keyboard Jewel hadn't noticed before.
She blinked. I thought you turned that thing off.
Dar didn't answer, and she had the distinct impression he hadn't heard her. She sensed his tension, his soul-consuming hope. He spiked his fingers through his thick black hair. A moment later, the noise stopped.
Dar dropped back on his heels and uttered one short, sharp word Jewel didn't recognize. No doubt its English equivalent had four letters.
She scooted her chair around to face him. Is something wrong?
He pushed to his feet and shook his head. I'm hoping for a message from.... He paused. My brother.
On that? What is it, some kind of ham radio?
He stared down at the thing. Not exactly, but similar.
Wouldn't email be easier?
He hesitated again, then shook his head. Your Internet isn't capable of transmitting a message through the rift in space-time.
Jewel gave him a half-smile, but truthfully, Dar's geek humor was not amusing. She couldn't complain about his cooking though. She contemplated her empty plate and wondered what he had planned for dinner.
Before she had a chance to ask, Dar, who had been heading back to the kitchen, froze in mid-step. His body went rigid. Beads of sweat appeared on his forehead. A low, inhuman cry vibrated in his throat.
Jewel's heart lurched. Maybe he was epileptic or something. Are you okay--
The words died on her lips as Dar took two jerky steps toward her and gripped her shoulders. His fingers dug into her flesh and pinned her to the back of the chair, but the pain she felt from his touch was nothing compared to the agony pouring from his soul.
She closed her eyes against it, but it did no good. She felt her soul reach for him, touch him in a place she was sure no other had before.
A landscape of ice invaded her mind. Miles and miles of ice, harsh wind and rocky peaks. A wilderness so desolate Jewel found herself fighting back tears.
Jewel--
She opened her eyes and gasped at the emptiness she saw in Dar's eyes. Something cold and dark lurked there. A feral demon, wrapped in black power. She sensed it reaching, circling, heard its soul-shattering cry. It hungered, and wouldn't hesitate to take what it needed.
Then, suddenly, it vanished.
Dar blinked, then looked down at his hands. He jerked them off Jewel's shoulders as if he'd been stung.
He straightened and attempted a smile, but his hands were shaking. I'm sorry, Jewel. I didn't mean to frighten you.
Jewel's chest tightened. She could feel the cold swell of Dar's fear, and she sure as hell wasn't too calm herself. What had happened?
She wasn't sure she wanted to know, so she didn't ask.
Well, I better be going. I have class in an hour. She pushed her plate back and stood. Dar's gaze tracked her movements, but he made no move to stop her as she inched to the door.
Thanks for the breakfast. Jewel jerked the door open and nearly fell into the hallway.
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Dar'ii Uus, son of Larn, watched the delicate Earth female scurry from his dwelling like a short-haired kornos pursued by a wild gorna.
A Singer of Stories.
May the Ancestors have mercy.
He battled the urge to pursue her. The effort nearly brought him to his knees. Dar had walked on Earth for more sun rotations than he cared to count, searching for a Singer. Now, at last, the woman he sought had come knocking--nay, pounding--at his door.
And how had he greeted the unexpected arrival of his salvation? Like a slavering demon on the hunt.
He closed his eyes and began a Prayer. The intricate chant emerged from his heart, steadying him. The Voice, always with him now, faded into the shadows, but he did not allow himself to hope it had gone completely. Soon enough it would be back with double the force.
But for the first time since his shuttle had crashed on Earth, he did not fear the call to the Dream Journey.
He had found his Singer--his Dream Guardian--the woman who would tame the dark demons of his soul.
Had Goreth been as lucky? Dar crouched by his makeshift Rift probe and coaxed the controls to a higher frequency. He'd sent his message into the Rift for one full Earth year, yet no answer had come from his twin. Was his brother dead?
No. Dar would know if he were, as he had felt the loss of his sister during the massacre. The mindlink that Dar shared with Goreth was silent, not broken. Dar rose and paced the length of his new dwelling, which he had chosen because of its location on one of the slender threads vibrating from the Rift.
A shaft of sunlight streamed through his open window. The golden ribbon spilled onto the floor's soft covering, illuminating swirls of dust. Dar smiled. The day would be bathed with heat.
He stepped into the light and turned his face to the sky. The yellow sun kissed his skin with a mother's love, and like a new babe, he craved the caress. He could almost believe that if he stood long enough in the sun's embrace, it would melt the winter ice of his heart.
His body welcomed the warmth, but his mind spun in cold circles. Goreth had made the most of the diversion Dar's shuttle had provided--Dar had seen his brother's ship disappear into the Rift an instant before his own smaller craft was hit by the Mardulan spiker in pursuit.
There was every chance that Goreth and the others had reached Tar'ana rather than being forced, like Dar, to put down on the nearest inhabitable planet. But though he prayed Goreth had reached their homeworld, Dar could not be sure of his brother's fate. He could only look into the eyes of his own destiny.
Those eyes were deep and brown, set wide and framed by dark curls. Their owner was small and lithe--beautiful, and brimming with passion. Her scent was of spice and freedom. Her skin was fine, and softer than the rallah cloth his mother had loved to weave. The memory of it lingered on his fingers.
In her presence, the long years of ice and captivity seemed no longer than a heartbeat. Jewel's goodness had touched Dar's soul. Could she tame his demons? His life depended on the answer.
She had instinctively tried to do just that when the Voice had called to him. He'd pulled back from her protection, but not before she'd been badly frightened. She'd bolted out the door as if running for her life.
Which, a nagging voice whispered in his head, she was.
Dar pushed back a flare of guilt. His circumstance was dire, and Jewel was his last hope. He considered the dilemma. He could not pretend to be a man of Earth--a Dreamer did not dishonor his Guardian with lies. Yet if Jewel knew the whole truth, she would run as far and as fast as her slender legs would carry her, leaving Dar to face his Journey alone. The ravenous demons hidden in his soul would devour his mind, leaving him insane.
A chill wind swept through his heart. Dar had wished himself dead many times since he'd set his feet on Earth's soil. He could endure physical bondage, pain, humiliation--even death. But to travel the Dream Path without a Guardian
.
That prospect truly terrified him.
Never before--even on those nights when he lay in chains awaiting Shata's pleasure--had he felt such despair as he had when he contemplated facing his Dream Journey alone. At least during his years as a slave, he had shared the mind link with Goreth.
Here, on Earth, unending loneliness iced his soul. Dar had contemplated taking his own life, but the lust for survival that had sustained him for so long would not allow him to choose a coward's path. He had prayed instead, pleading for the Ancestors' mercy, though the Old Ones rarely saw fit to dispense such a commodity.
Now, it seemed, they had.
The chill vanished, leaving Dar's soul to flare as hot and bright as the brilliant orb floating in the Earth's blue sky.
He had little choice. His survival depended on Jewel taking the role of his Dream Guardian. He would need to set the snare with infinite care.
He did not flatter himself that she would be happy when he succeeded.
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